Cadmeian Dream

Cadmeian dream where do you hide,
dream of founding conquerors?
Novel ideas glinting beside
innovative conjurers;

Narrative man, marionette,
dance a jig we haven't seen.
Reveal things we'll never forget
when their forms in shadows lean.

Discovery bright magnetize
kindred soldiers to a fate
Inspired, driven to strategize
campaigns toward something great.

Where's the ancient magic now,
once from caves of numinous
Mystique? What are we to allow
prophecies so ruinous?

Almost everything is given,
leading us, fascinated
To the hollow shells we live in:
blank slates, deracinated.

Almost everything we're burning,
and we know the fuel won't last.
We're capable of discerning
danger but speeding too fast.

What have we left now that we've thrown
it all in for knowledge? We
Toil to relearn what we've disowned
pursuing technology.

Technology is not what matures
insights, compassion, or trust;
Rather it's a pipeline for tours
of infrastructural rust.

Culture is gone America,
schizophrenia and ads:
Our tradition generica
of attention-seeking fads.

Recognition at any price;
everything exists to sell
Cult-of-personality heists,
hallmark of our living hell.

What's authentic and what is not,
and more importantly—who?
This pre-apocalyptic spot:
nothing revealed, all on view.

Systems and secrets, sabotage
lurking at the rainbow's end
Sculpt from the mists a drab mirage,
and the powers play pretend.

Or are we the real pretenders,
gaming life to build a sense
Of importance? We upenders
who'd shake up our portents' fence?

Flattened, diluted, left to run
aimlessly, as in a dream
Whose conditions are cunningly spun
for a big business's scheme.

So what are we, and who am I,
what makes of me a Cadmus?
Why should people rally to my
ideas of joy and sadness?

Yet Cadmus did know who he was,
let his nation come from fate;
Clearing my own self-concept's fuzz
is enough to contemplate.

Dragon’s Teeth in Theban Soil

My love's an artist whose central goal
Is to conjure a collective around him
Who would unite to make him whole.

Feeling his friends' successes surround him,
He's struck out in many modes,
Resentment growing as silence confounds him.

He missed the decade of steel-clad odes
To vaudevillian death and displays
Of flame and sparking electric nodes.

But really he wants a legion which stays
Loyal to something he can hold,
Be it him or some movement ablaze,

He needs something to help unfold
The riddle of his history.
He needs help, his story's untold.

It's all that he insists to me,
He needs a following but seems barred
From all contact. Is this to be

His life, spent in disregard,
Ignored and obscure, unimportant
And immured in paintings charred

And dumped in some landfill assortment?
I try to tell him, but what do I know,
Attentions are fickle and discordant.

He's sure he'll die with nothing to show,
No idea or accomplishment
To force the world to take a slow,

Long look at his complement
Of nightmare arches and windows,
To see his soul in astonishment.

The myth and magic held within those
Doors to worlds beyond our own,
He searches despondently for symbols,

Figures which he hopes to clone,
Bridges he would replicate
To make a way from his corner alone.

The moments passing dessicate
The prison cell we'll call his domain.
Who'll succor as we supplicate?

He'd build the mechanical train
Of automata Daedalian;
If no one else, they'd remain.

They would be his daily in-
struments and aides, but could they talk;
Could he discuss the salient

Values of being as they walk
Together on the river's shore?
They might only tell like a clock.

Of course the interpersonal core
Demands what senses cannot say
Without the heart to give them more.

Conversations gunmetal gray
Sting when brought into the light.
Rather bring him a band to pray

With and feast the sacred rites
Which keep a spirit's wavelength true;
Brothers to make love worth the fight,

A legendary army who
Found strength in war and love alike,
The kind that ancient Thebes once knew:

Lovers poised to fiercely strike
Side by side in phalanxed ranks,
Surviving by the spearhead's spike

And beloveds' shields protecting the flanks
Fate has chosen for them twice,
Earning and giving double thanks.

Nothing since approaches a slice
Of their bond, and yet a fraction,
Even only earnest advice,

Would help to vindicate his actions,
Any step toward a base
Of comrades he can call his faction.

He's still running, still in the chase
For eyes and ears to bring forth hands.
Frantic pursuit. What is this place?

There was only one Sacred Band,
Even the deepest attempt to scour
The world couldn't find that strand

Of bond, which until the final hour
Is ever loving, ever loyal.
Perhaps by bones with magic power

Fruit could flourish from his toil,
Dragon's teeth in Theban soil.

Nothing like blossoms

Nothing like blossoms
Which flare to life for the next
Generation, cut
By their very existence;
Who will gather our petals?

Although, our seasons
Are likewise short, aren't they?
Billions of heads raised
To the sun; but are we such
Things that never bloom again?

Unpicked

Every grain of sand is consuming.
Winter after winter culls
Our offerings, and our reserves,
Overripened, go unpicked.

We only rehearse our songs to Silence,
But if we were heard, and approval
Laid on us, would we know what to do?

If it is a genius that alights
On me, how do I form a technique
From it; and where beyond the sand
Can one find a base to build?

The words and directions of others can't
Reveal memories' inner world;
But to be there with them and to share
In the common dream, like beholding a peacock,

The world beyond yet partaken in,
If you could just accept and exalt it.
Even the unpicked fruit gets eaten.