My love's an artist whose central goal
Is to conjure a collective around him
Who would unite to make him whole.
Feeling his friends' successes surround him,
He's struck out in many modes,
Resentment growing as silence confounds him.
He missed the decade of steel-clad odes
To vaudevillian death and displays
Of flame and sparking electric nodes.
But really he wants a legion which stays
Loyal to something he can hold,
Be it him or some movement ablaze,
He needs something to help unfold
The riddle of his history.
He needs help, his story's untold.
It's all that he insists to me,
He needs a following but seems barred
From all contact. Is this to be
His life, spent in disregard,
Ignored and obscure, unimportant
And immured in paintings charred
And dumped in some landfill assortment?
I try to tell him, but what do I know,
Attentions are fickle and discordant.
He's sure he'll die with nothing to show,
No idea or accomplishment
To force the world to take a slow,
Long look at his complement
Of nightmare arches and windows,
To see his soul in astonishment.
The myth and magic held within those
Doors to worlds beyond our own,
He searches despondently for symbols,
Figures which he hopes to clone,
Bridges he would replicate
To make a way from his corner alone.
The moments passing dessicate
The prison cell we'll call his domain.
Who'll succor as we supplicate?
He'd build the mechanical train
Of automata Daedalian;
If no one else, they'd remain.
They would be his daily in-
struments and aides, but could they talk;
Could he discuss the salient
Values of being as they walk
Together on the river's shore?
They might only tell like a clock.
Of course the interpersonal core
Demands what senses cannot say
Without the heart to give them more.
Conversations gunmetal gray
Sting when brought into the light.
Rather bring him a band to pray
With and feast the sacred rites
Which keep a spirit's wavelength true;
Brothers to make love worth the fight,
A legendary army who
Found strength in war and love alike,
The kind that ancient Thebes once knew:
Lovers poised to fiercely strike
Side by side in phalanxed ranks,
Surviving by the spearhead's spike
And beloveds' shields protecting the flanks
Fate has chosen for them twice,
Earning and giving double thanks.
Nothing since approaches a slice
Of their bond, and yet a fraction,
Even only earnest advice,
Would help to vindicate his actions,
Any step toward a base
Of comrades he can call his faction.
He's still running, still in the chase
For eyes and ears to bring forth hands.
Frantic pursuit. What is this place?
There was only one Sacred Band,
Even the deepest attempt to scour
The world couldn't find that strand
Of bond, which until the final hour
Is ever loving, ever loyal.
Perhaps by bones with magic power
Fruit could flourish from his toil,
Dragon's teeth in Theban soil.
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Confucian Cup
The Master said: “A cup not a cup: A cup indeed! A cup indeed!”
-Confucius, Analects VI.24
The best thing I could ever be
Is a cup.
I wish to be filled
With all that destiny will pour;
I wish to hold it all, and yet
Be nothing more than the vessel,
Be able to pour it all out,
Be capable of emptiness,
Yet still the same exact vessel.
Let me fill up with the ideas
And dreams of contemporaries,
Finding methods to mold their shapes,
To hold them each without spilling;
Let them fulfill triumphs with me,
And lift victory to their lips
With me as humble implement,
One of many who may have helped.
Let me bear the mixtures of fate,
The windfalls and catastrophes,
The tragedies and elations,
Moments of otiose ennui,
Humdrum days into humdrum weeks;
The little words that shouldn't mean
More than laughter and love of life,
A cup with the integrity
To keep all that held together
Until the time to pour it out.
A cup is perfectly empty:
It can be filled, it can be drained.
It can hold and can toss away.
Fill it, empty it, wash it out;
It's still a cup that's good for use.
When there's nothing at all inside,
Its potential is at its peak.
What a brilliant skill of being,
Bearing it all without a split
Sundering its function and form.
Whether tippling, whether toppling,
Full of nectar or of poison,
A good cup will hold either.
Allow me a way to contain
The good, the bad, and the water,
Our everyday necessity.
I want to be the cup and not
The contents; I want to accept
That and embrace that in my way
As fluid occupies volume.
I want to be the cup, and when
The time is right I can let go
Of anything and everything.
If I am spilled I can refill;
In the end it's not a big deal.
No cup would stress over these things.