The sun descends before a mere
Mortal could ever fathom when,
And that's what fills humans with fear.
Black, indelible ink; the pen
Proscribes loved and unloved while I
Feel the true fear of change again.
These nearly-limitless things vie,
Each one of them so small at birth;
Yet some it sees fit to deny.
Lives inestimable in worth,
Newly born; why do some survive
While others get but days on Earth?
Why is it while they were alive
The bloody blade reaped thereupon
And nothing done could help them thrive?
I hear the doleful singing swan
Echo my thoughts. I must praise.
Even after, new young will spawn.
There will be more ducklings to raise;
Even those we've lost will be kept,
Remembered my remaining days.
And beyond when my windows wept,
They have their niche that they've occupied;
I'm a moment to intercept.
In all my childish, misty-eyed
Attachment I forfeit most sense,
For this is how they've multiplied.
Citification built the fence
Which separates and shelters me.
Life becomes unreal and intense.
Competition is anomie
To one with precious much to lose;
Life and fear in synonymy.
Such is the case for one who views
Constant struggle through rationale
And the tragedy it imbues,
But how could an animal scowl
At the fate of life, its one gift?
They don't see things as fair or foul.
They only know the life they lift
From the seed of their forebears' soil
And the changes of seasons' shift.
They're not averse to earthly toil,
Their being, both parcel and part
Of their place in this mortal coil.
As such there's never loss of heart
For them when tragedy befalls
Their life, the ever-forward dart.
An indomitable will calls
Their spirits onward with elan
Uncomprehending of our galls.
These ducks have but a single plan,
Which is to be what they will be
And to nurture their little clan;
To follow their ancestral tree
With peace wild and docile at once,
My darling ducks, this family.
So even when misfortune hunts,
I trust these ducks will persevere
Through both dreary and merry months.
They could be my teachers of cheer,
Wary for their safety and yet
Unknowing existential fear.
They simply take what they can get.
They remain happy and content,
Though looking out for any threat.
They're unafraid how much is spent,
It's all for life and it's all fair.
That's how nature builds its ascent.
A million generations' wear
Strengthens the very DNA
Which brings all creatures up to bear.
Very little controls the sway
Of fate. But, as their parents had,
They grow confident with each day.
It's like their souls are armor-clad,
Uncrippled by softhearted pain
That never fails to drive me mad.
Nature is indifferent to strain.
Prepared for total loss, it gains.
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