Bloody wend of fate

Bloody wend of fate
Teacher in suffering
Absentee parent in boredom

If I can't love you
You will crush me
And if I love you you will crush me

Unseeable prod
Empirically unfeelable
How do I learn its lesson

Powerlessness has taught me
My heart can love my body's destruction
Not so for those I love

Can acceptance edify me
Enough that my self could
Edify loved ones without

Where's a hermit-shaped niche
Individualshaped
For one's contribution