Who defines the weariness

Who defines the weariness
   That weighs upon the spirit?
Which of vicious fears insist
   That nobody will hear it?

Where exists the tyrant's keep
   Where sorrow gluts its penchant?
Who can penetrate so deep,
   And who will strike in vengeance?

What within me cried for you?
   What permeable passage
Gaped my heart to slide you through
   Where nothing else could manage?

Where in you may I explore,
   And what could I make happen?
How can I help you endure
   All aspiration's absence?

Who can tell the dreaded day,
   And who foresees its malice?
Who forestalls its wrathful way
   From deep depression's palace?

On that day who will defend
   The soul against its peril?
What external could contend
   To make the sickness sterile?

Looking from the outside in,
   What cry could make an entrance?
When you paint your doubt as sin,
   You leave slim hope for penance.

Who can pierce the solitude
   Of self or lift the mask to
Kiss the truest soul imbued;
   If not me, who, I ask, who?